been the same lately. nothing really special. on and off craziness, doubts, sadness, tears and such. fun huh?

anyhoot, i feel like shit almost every single day. i need someone to hug, to love, to kiss, to adore, to admire, to enlighten me, to free me, to love me.

lost in my own little world, this little boy aint got anything right in his life anymore. he wants to feel love again. he misses his ex so much. he doesnt know why. even though she practically destroyed his life, he still loves her. weird huh? he just wants to spend some time with her to see what would go on. but he knows nothing would ever be again. so he knows. it would never be. nothing would ever be. he's lost.

rick.